another weekend ends as usual: i can barely move, i have a nasty taste in my mouth, a slight memory loss, and i feel like throwing up.
But still, i learned some stuff over the weekend. one of them is that, after being a total jerk with everyone last night, especially with the chicks.some "i`m sorry's" have been said today, and afterwards i realized it wasn't bad at all.I kinda` liked being a jerk. i hate that people have to be so prudish all the time, but i guess if we were sincere all the time, some people might get hurt real bad, some friendships would be torn apart after just a few words being said, and...it would be boring. mind-tricks rule...and what i forgot was that, attraction isn’t a choice.women don’t feel attraction to men because they decide to feel it.It just happens. BAM! and each and every friday and saturday night out, is a fine movie about attraction and being attractive. every word said is meant to be said so it triggers some kind of a chain reaction,taking part in this great game of playas` . like it or not, women don’t decide to feel attraction for men. They don’t consider all of his positive qualities, then add up all the candy and flowers a man has purchased… and finally consider how nice he has been… then mentally say "OK, i’m going to feel attracted to him" . Nope. so ... understanding this, clears up some things. if i have to lie more from now on, i can do that, if i have to be a jerk , i can do that.I can do anything if others can, that's for sure! so...why not? its fall, shitty weather...nothing to do but sit home and think about stuff.and after a wile, a single question still isn't answered: do i fucking care ?! just go with the flow, no plans, no mind-tricks...let life hit you in the face with the best it has to offer ! that's the best plan for now.But thats probably just me...
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